Whoopdedoo me

So it's my birthday to day, and I'm back north. Sigh, this year I actually thought it would be different, friends instead off relatives to celebrate with. Yes I'm freaking gloomy and shit but I have the right to when I have to go to my cousins stupid pree confirmation thingy on my birthday and most people don't even remember that it IS my birthday. I would settle for a congrats and a hug you know. I miss my friends but at least they are coming to see me in a months time and I'm also planning a trip to Paris in September for all off us so I have that to look forward to. It's gonna be great, walking around looking at famous places and relaxing on a holiday. What could be better than a holiday with you're best mates. Right know only a regular sleeping pattern and maybe 10 million bucks. Though my ultimate wish would be to not have ADHD and Asperger syndrome, life would kinda be easier without it. But there I'm right back to gloomy again so I'm just gonna stop here and go to bed, to toss around for a few hours and then make breakfast. Freaking ADHD bleech, no Silje I have not become a vampire.

A wii Sunday

My blogging has come to a hold and almost stop in the last couple of months, mainly because I have been sick and still sort of is but also because there have been nothing to blog about. My days have mainly been about sleeping, eating and watching TV/playing Sim's. This again because of the sickness. So today was a welcome and lovely change in my "program". Went in to Oslo to meet my sis and some of her friends. Some of which I'm very close to and some I have never met before. So also nice to finally have some faces to go with names and blogs, cause yes I have the tendency to read blogs my sis have links to on her site and so on. That's kinda the point of blogs in my mind, people you don't necessarily know reading them. Anyway we played wii and it was actually more fun than I thought it would be so thinking about saving up for one now. Just have to buy all the other stuff on my list first, like new shoes and a present to my cousin. Money come in and go out quickly thees days, going home on Wednesday though so it will probably be easier to save some money to rainy days then. Instead like things are now when the rainy day come and the money is gone. Life down here are complicated but it do have it's perks. Just hoping it will stop snowing soon so I don't have to go out and make a snow angel, the only sort of angel left in my system.

It's time for a new post

So I turn to a new funny test. Liked the outcome of this one tough.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love. You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!) Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Sunday sigh

Sunday again, and I miss you. Just had to tell somebody course I cant tell you. I slept for 18 hours yesterday and now I'm tired again, yup still sick. Going on 4 weeks i think, and the doctors still haven't got an answer. Sigh, I hate this. Only way to deal is tv and the sims. My room mates had me watch Quentin Tarantinos Hostel yesterday and it was so grouse, so good but so grouse. Aren't you proud of me now Ida? Probably gonna see Advent children later, Siljes pushing for it. Have to give in some time so, but now I'm going to play some more. My characters just had twins, what a stress.

Wishful wednesday

Sicknes suck, again

So now I'm here, living down south with my friends and somehow I managed to get sick after just two day's down here. But the really annoying part is that I'm still sick, two and a half weeks later. I have a fever and my throat is soar. It's really, really annoying. So my days basically is filled with sleep and tv. Not that furfilling but all I can manage to do really. But I wish I could do moore. Sigh, when I get better...

Monday weirdnes

How is it possible for one person to be so completely different from one second to the other? Today I have acted so weird I'm even picking up on it myself. So to everybody out there that have been talking to me today ore are going to talk to me in the next few days I am so sorry. Please bare with me and I promise I will be back to normal (you know what I mean) when all this moving business is over, I hope.

Sunday sadnes

My key is lonely...

It's just hanging there all alone on it's chain, missing the two buds he use to have. They have known each other for almost a year know and he thinks I'm selfish and mean for riping them apart. I think I maybe have to find a key to keep him company, but I don't know witch one that should be. I feel sorry for him, and it hurts looking at him all alone on his chain. But I had to do it, it had to end. And I know I need the time that is coming up know to relax and take a breath.

The end of and era... sort of

So I have my last day at work tomorrow and this is the first place ever I have worked at that I'm actually sad to leave. I love my job, I love the responsibility and learning something new every day. I love working with science and I especially love working with all the nice people there. But thats it for know, can't work there forever without a real employment so now is the time to move on. At least for a while, have a summer job there in a couple of months so looking forward to that. And hopefully I can start schooling in August and get a internship there when I'm done. My boss has actually promised me one already and the schooling takes two year's, so guess I did something right. Kinda sad, kinda nervous, kinda happy and kinda scared. But a vacation sounds good and now I can get ready to move.

A great quote

This might be one of the funniest and wisest men ever. I love his books.

"I meant," said Ipslore bitterly, "what is there in this world that truly makes living worthwhile?"
Death thought about it.
"Cats," he said eventually. "Cats are nice."

Terry Pratchett, Sourcery

For more good and funny quotes by Terry Pratchett go here. I strongly recommend it.

Just another manic monday..

Had an appointment whit my work counselor today and still can't figure out what she said. which means I'm even more terrified of moving now then I were a week ago, and I didn't think it was possible. I actually thought at one point it couldn't get worse than this but guess what, it did. My heart have been raising all day and I feel constantly sick and dizzy. If it weren't for the fact that its impossible I would take a pregnancy test. But I haven't backed out yet, still planning on moving. Don't know when ore where but I'm moving and that's that. People who know me know that if I have my heart set on something it's impossible to change my mind. And in this case I think that is in my favor. Just need to figure out some stuff and then brave new world, here I come.

Warning, emo kid coming you're way

So I'm trying to move, and yeah trying is the right word cause I'm not getting anywhere. My current job is ending in about a week and a half and in my mind I'm supposed to move right after that, but nothing is happening. I don't have a place to live ore bought a ticket, and I certainly haven't packed anything. I don't think my parents think I'm really moving, I'm not sure if I think I am. But I really want to. Just wish I knew if the others want to live with me, I know you said you want to but I don't know if I believe you. God I'm such a emo kid. Probably just need to buy a ticket and pack my bags and get down there. Grind my teeth and smile. I wish I had appreciated childhood more cause this is freaking difficult, ore I wish I had a childhood I could have appreciated. I keep thinking what is the worst that could happen, but can't come up with any answers. My mind is also going back to it's old ways instead of going forwards and I hate it, but have totally lost control over it. I'm just a visitor in my own body. Adulthood here I come.... hopefully.

The problem...

The only problem with having a blog your family and friends know about is that when your life is shitty and your heart is breaking you can't write about it and scream it out cause then everybody gets concerned and you feel guilty. Sigh, I feel like crying but I can't and I can't wait until I can, cause that means I'm getting better.

Another year, a whole new feeling

Dett var dett, og enda ett år har pasert. Mitt 21. i rekken og det beste til nå. Ikke misforstå her nå, det har vært et slit og et heflete for å si det sånn. Men det har vært verdt det. Nå er jeg en mer stødig person, mer utadvent og generlt sett lykkeligere. Noe som kan enkelt forklares og oppsumeres slik

• Januar: ADHD diagnose og start på Ritalin medisinering.
• Februar: Start på min første skikkelige jobb, mye ansvar og mange folk som stoler på meg. (hjelper endel att de konstant skryter av meg og ;P )
• April: Asperger Syndrom diagnose. (og inseelse att det var ikke min feil)
• Juli: Innvilgelse av attføringspenger slik att jeg kan leve uten støtte av mine foreldre.
• November: Bestemt meg for å flytte til Asker for å bo i lag med noen venner når jeg er ferdig med nåverende jobb (er ferdig i slutten av Januar)
• Desember: Sjefen min ber meg pent om å fortsette å jobbe for dem fordeom prosjektet mitt er ferdig, de har alltids en jobb til meg en plass. Jeg sa takk men nei takk, men får sommerjobb der:) Har i tillegg bestemt meg for å ta Røkter utdannelse, og dermed begynne på videregående igjenn til høsten.

Det har altså vært litt av ett år, og jeg er ganske stolt av å komme ut av det i bedre psykisk form en noensinne. Noe som igjen gjør at jeg har en bedre fysisk form på veldig lenge
Har nok langt igjen å gå på både den psykiske og fysiske delen, men nå er jeg i det minste klar for å komme meg videre i livet. And it was about freaking time too.

Hehehehe, good one..

Get Your Sexy Name

Love and eternity...

Another one

What time is it right now?
00:16

Full name:
Siv Emilie Krane Dybli

Any nicknames?
Don't think so.

Number of lights on your last birthday cake?
Did I have a cake?

Pets?
One cat, Kaos Domesticus.

Any tattoos ore piercings?
Two inn each ear.

Place of birth?
Bodø hospital, but lived in Narvik.

Favorite holiday place?
Any place with good company.

Ever been to Africa?
Yes.

Ever stolen a traffic sign?
No.

Ever been in a car accident?
Yes, when I were 16 on a car trip with my parent's to Tromsø. A guy in a amphetamine high came around a corner and lost control. He was driving in 170 km.t.

2 ore 4 door car?
2 door bug, cutest car ever.

Favorite number and color?
13 and any color, only not pink.

Favorite movie?
Too many to mention, Nightmare before Christmas though.

Favorite day of the week?
Any day, like them all.

Favorite song?
No idea. Alanis Morisette and a whole bunch of songs played when I were a child.

Favorite toothpaste?
Don't think I have one, one that doesn't taste too much maybe.

Favorite perfume/cologne:
Know I don't have one.

What do you do when you really wanna relax?
Take a bath.

Favorite place to eat?
My mom's cooking.

Last time in a hospital?
Summer off 2001, car accident.

How many times did you fail your drivers exam?
Haven't tried yet.

What color are the trousers your wearing?
Black, off course.

What are you listening to right now?
The wind and my cat's snoring.

What did you do last night?
Chatting mostly.

What is the last thing you ate?
Biff tartar actually.

Hows the weather where you are right now?
Cold, snowy and lovely.

Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Can't remember.

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
How they act, move and such.

How are you today?
Happy as hell.

What is your favorite thing to drink?
It depends, right now I would love some coffee. But I'm not allowed.

Favorite sport?
None, though I watch anything from time to time.

Hair color?
Reddish brownish, my mom calls it goldy locks.

Sunrise ore sunset?
Comes so quickly thees days that I get to see both wile at work.

Siblings?
Yes, one.

Favorite month(s)?
No, love them all.

Favorite food?
Good food, love pasta.

Last movie you saw?
The Grinch.

Are you to shy to ask someone on a date?
Yes.

Summer ore winter?
Spring.

Hugs ore kisses?
Both please.

How do you live and with who?
In a three store big house with my mom and dad, and my cat off course.

What kind of books do you read?
Anyone and anything, if I get to bored I even read the encyclopedia.

Favorite board game?
Ticket to ride and The amazing labyrinth.

Are you romantic?
Totally.

Would you say your happy?
Absolutely.

Are you in love?
Probably, don't know yet.

How is your life in 10 years?
Now idea, I'll tell you then.

What do you do when you are bored?
Watch a movie ore chat.

What is the time now?
00:45

A little update

Theese past few weeks have been hectic, and have put a hold on my bloging. So here are some fact's about what is going on in my life at the moment.

• I've got a new boss at work couse my old one quit, so now I have a lot more to do during the day. And I love it.
• I have bought all of this year's christmas presants and wraped them. And in good time too, so proud.
• Last night it snowed for the first time since last I bloged about it, but this morning it started raining again. Go figures.
• I have decided to move down to Asker in February to live with a couple of freinds.
• I have gotten a new pasport and visa card, took all freakin day.
• Found out I have my callery to the end of june next year, and I don't even have to work for it. YAY.
• Decided the motif for my tatoo and where to get it, and that I wanna do it with shamanda.
• Found a realy cool free chat programe a couple of day's ago, so now I spend way to much time with it (see new link, IMVU).
• My sister came home for the holidays last night, and shee is alreddy out on Min Plass with a freind. Good for here.
• I'm taking a day trip with my sister, mother and grandmother on sunday. It's going to be so much fun.

and that's about it. More stuff have happend, but nothing I care to share with the world. So I'm gona end this post right here.

Hmm, funny test